I know a secret.

 That is this...
are you ready....
I am already here.
I am already successful!
i am accomplished, decorated and inspired.

Who am i?
I am Edgardo-Man!
Super Edgardo
I am Eddie Spaghetti

Poker Player Extra Ordinaire /\/\
I find myself in the beginning  chapters of my career
I am no longer a hobbyist
or a tourist
or an Explorer
I am between a settler and a grinder and In my mind a semi pro about to become a professional
Boom!
Now I am a professional!

it's mind set and showing up!
I know people do this all the time!
I know they do!

It's my time now!
I am successful!
I will and I have Paid my Debts back!
my sole focus now is be more and more authentic with my choices and do less instead of more

That means to me do the following
Show up early to work and stay late and do this continusly!
as I do one thing I do it all.
just be present.
save money and slowly but surely pay everyone I owe money to back!
i Have to more of a tight and passive
tight on waiting on not just cards that feel right but cards that Can build something!

tight and aggressive players i think make the majority of all players in the level i am surpassing and aiming to over come
I over came the lose and aggressive players
as well as the loose and passive

it's the tight players i am learning how to beat more often that will take my game to another level!

sure do want to podcast and talk about more things with you guys.
i am also building the habit to always blog after a game or a stand up or a performance or whenever I feel like it outside of that!

What I have come to realize is that Somewhere Along the way I was lotting some doubt in.
feeling inadequate
or like I could not solve something!
That Ends Tonight
There is always something new to overcome or accomplish!
I must use time and energy to my advantage!
plain and simple

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It's my reality existence and I take it back with discipline! 

Look. I forgive myself. and I am not the person I used to be or the person you though I was!
I am a Professional Competitor, Chef, Husband, Father 7 World Renown Entertainer~!

My job is to put meat on the tabole!
Simple!
Also
Be Healthy.
Live Strong
Sleep Well & Ask for what I desire
From I Need Space.
or
I need time!
or I Need a moment!

or Can you help me research , "How top become the best at something?"

etc.
learning that there is power in asking was life changing!
No I AM ASKING FOR WHAT IS RIGHTFULLY MIND!
I AM DOING THE THING THAT GIVES ME SELF CONFIDENCE AND I AM LIVING LIFE!