Saturday, July 24, 2021

Eddie Spaghetti Part Two

Hi you.you are the best blogger, if i ever feel like anyone is watching or looking over me it's a hit or miss! hold up. so
I can do anything I desire within the confine of the rules and established law.
great!
we are doing it!
r.i.p. my family what Can I say. Let it go. well' see who cares. so far it's my nephews and nieces!

Look this is the life i have choosesen I cant go back in time only forward. I havent blogged in a while but that dont matter
 
truth remainds
I never changed.
I stayed being me and yeah I'm learning not to wear my hear on my sleeve and not give in to anyone giving me attention or validation. no. well ohhgaaaa ohh gaaa!

lall ala  laa laa laa laaa

take a deeep breath

life is happening and well it went and goes'
nd it'ts here to stay from what I see
I just keep going till it gets done with me and hope its not in or with pain

i played my hand and take my vindication now with a side of oscars , grammys, tonys and noble peace prizes/.

I told the truth. I've been telling the truth.
why they turn their back on me sorcery and whitchcraft
real time dogg
shit 
they dont want us together 
and you guys fell for the spell and you betrayed me truth and faith in unconditional love the thing I've been seeking for and got played with ; the thing that I now Know Only Comes From Within.
MAy I never have a son or daughter maybe clone son.... either way... I'll be there for them and prepare them for life no prepared me... for now... it's me fathering me...

me nurturing me.
me being there for me.
aight no one going to be there for you! 
you have to be there for yourself and network; build a team! and grind people will fall off and people will come on ....over time the real will recognizes real and the fake fades away....

this is the law of the land 
mother natures law
natural law

that's my follow
I miss my siblings, cousins & family.

Hakuna Matata

I am what I am. and at my worst they did what they choose to do. I don't judge that's their programing.
fuck it.
I can't change people. THey are not my children or kids and who am I to be there.... bahumbug.... i should have left so long ago... no look backs but my programing was look after. take care. be here/ stay. fuck .... brain washing fuck .//// rip/ everyone that turn their back on me, that lied to me or about me , rip to everyone that has not taken the time to come straight to me to talk about whatever issues they have with me and just bottled it up and has yet to contact me and set the record straight. i wrote my letter I said my peace every now and then it comes up... like bro.... really ... okay... cool.. let it be....

yet.. fuck I feel for them... I broke the mold ; I am unhacked I am free. Uniquely singly truly free!

I should have left earlier but there is a reason for everything. the ride is predetermined if you know that it's all predestined and original at the same time.... not exactly yet within the same parameters ; of experiencing , processing and being aware.

separation of the ego. 
rip to liers , cheats and deceivers.
yeah. I had a youth let it be. you also had and have had or having a youth; let it be!

I genuinely did not know better .... excuse me; I'll let you get back to what your doing.