I have to be more authentic and deeper in this conversation.

 Today. Dealt with negativity!
I converted it into positive Energy!

I Assert myself From Now on!
This is my life from now on. taking chance.

I'm walking to the bank right now.

I love people and I love being alive.
As an amateur' / green horn podcaster. I'm finding my groove. you know life is what you make it, right?

I have achieve this almost seemingly impossible goal.
Thanks to the good people of my country and of my home planet earth.

Via. I am here and I am Honest. I took Chances and I hurt peoples heart. and now I Took Chances and helping people.

Families Expectations are not mine.
Just forgive me for my pass.
I got this.
I believe IN myself and that is enough for me.
I am Enough.

Wonder why people come to there conclusions?

We are really a variety of humans and not everyone can be or wants to be employer.
let's focus on what we want and desire to be.
be passionate become the best in what you enjoy do it.
You will still be  criticized and what not. screw it. we need you to be you.

No one can beat you at being you.

I have the desire to be authentically affluential. Create podcast. music. movies and short films.

To sit down and write my philosophy over the fire or maybe in the patio.

I'm your entertainer.

Hi guys, I'm Edgardo.

What's on my mind... what can I say via typing  ...

This shuttering moment. This shake and freedom.
I am.
I see.
Breath with me and there! feel it!
I'm feeling that those around me are dead... as much as I am. Alive and Free

My goals are mind and this life is about fighting for them. Yet, I have fallen. yes I am brave to take these chances. To vent. Who cares?

We will see. 
To wow you guys by grinding this out.

The mentality I am programing myself with is that of happiness from within!

me here in the planet fitness. 
My cousin kicked me out.
She said I did this to her on purpose.

I did not.
life is to short for me to have been caught up in someone else's energy.

Working at mi cocina feeling the feeling of people touching me. I don't like it.
Feeling like the curse is lifted as long as the end is first in my mind. Seeing the end goal.
My end goal!

the Filmmaker. The price I am paying. I'm paying it. I am affluent, inspiring & uplifting.

People love living life and if they don't I just feel they have not seen the truth.
You are god.

Stay in the zone or create your own zone.

Listen to the gut.
I feel I'm being watched. Feeling myself more and more every day.

I care about myself. work. create. live free or die. This is my life. fuck it! 

I am the key to every door. I can do this. I did this. now I'm just following through on letting go of the past.

Fuck them!
The courage is mind to go outside my comfort zone.

namaste.

sorry not sorry for being me. 

this is easy and it's distinguished. 

I love you. be happy. I'll get out of your hair soon enough.