Things I did WHen you where not around.

 The number one thing I did That You and I never did or always did our best top avoid and there at the end we won and gave it all up all together!

that was 
Fast Food

Taco Bell
McDonalds
Jack in The Box

umm Yeah...

Basically it's jail food.

That's how I convince myself
Jail Food. Can you believe it .

I mean no way Jose

Co dependency is healthy

I am a testament to that it was>

I dare not tot digress

Another thing I did when you where not around and I am not free out of jail


I watched a movie. no, I've seen 5 and slept through 1 ;six over all at; amc, regal and Cinemark....and They gave me free popcorn, drinks and food no joke and also I got into the Seattle film festival. 

I made some contacts.
networked, No I am saving up money for a head shot and working diligently on my brand.

"Power Words"

my 3 key English words to base my brand around 

Self-Actualized * Shiva Conscious * Creator

all is well I tell myself this.

I brought this upon myself because I desired to once and for all overcome my shadow and unify myself as one.

Well.
Since I met my uncle over here. out of nowhere. and he brought me back to Gnostic, and among other teachings.

look in jail there was infinite of validations ( The Us just bombed iran) 
juemp!
this is it family we are in the flow state now!

that's all I know its my authenticity.

Also.

On Top of that which was my Dervishes  chapter I was able to help men, and connect with humans that are incarcerated and bring joy into their life!

Performing in jail!

My adventure

wow

It' was bitter sweet till Connecting with the Budha, Read "be Water mY friend" By Shannon Lee, The Koran ....the universe was not letting me be depressed or miss my wife or children or anyone... though it would hit like a ton of bricks once in a while.... yet I maintain... i cried when i needed to meditated and dived deep into my physckkkkkkie 

oh m g


like bro for reals

: i do feel some type of way but then I forgive and it all happens fast like a sour warhead candy and just that feeling of remembering and feeling it is not addicting but it validates that I lived and therefore I'd rather live an artist lifestyle then anything before. I am a creator. this is my last chance in this flow to step into that.
Bhagavad Gita then I was Re liberated  my son is on his own spiritual journey.

In the bible , the torah, the book 0f -ism, and many other publications.

the validation is there.

we don't belong to anyone and no one owns us or owe us anything.

it's the culture and who we are more loyal to that we are willing to act towards.

Now  I know she acted in accord to her own moral compass....

More to uncover there in time but like i say.....


LONGEST RIVER EVER!!!!!


YEah.

now I'll do all caps but remember it's my choice

This is out testimony

Do you want to make a baby?

I stepped up.

My ADMIT IS I MADE MISTAKES AS A MAN.
BY NOT PROVIDING CONSISTENTLY.
BY Prioritizing hanging out and believing in magic!
and trusting god and flow and love will keep us together and love is enough and love will bond us and we can make it through as long as we have each other....
well they took me away... for self defense and they separated our family!

But I was always a great man and did everything, i am not limited anymore and if at one point I Was or acted as if 

This last happening broke it.


I'm everyday in everyway getting better and greater!

All I know is my karma.
my dharma.

and I have to get back to work because I Have priorities to keep up with!

See YOu soon Family!

TE AMO


more then you could ever imagine!!! xoxooxooxoxooxooxoxooxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox