Eddie Spaghetti Part Two

Hi you.you are the best blogger, if i ever feel like anyone is watching or looking over me it's a hit or miss! hold up. so
I can do anything I desire within the confine of the rules and established law.
great!

we are doing it!
r.i.p. my family what Can I say. Let it go. well' see who cares. so far it's my nephews and nieces!

Look this is the life i have choosesen I cant go back in time only forward. I havent blogged in a while but that dont matter

 

truth remainds
I never changed.
I stayed being me and yeah I'm learning not to wear my hear on my sleeve and not give in to anyone giving me attention or validation. no. well ohhgaaaa ohh gaaa!

lall ala  laa laa laa laaa

take a deeep breath

life is happening and well it went and goes'
nd it'ts here to stay from what I see
I just keep going till it gets done with me and hope its not in or with pain

i played my hand and take my vindication now with a side of oscars , grammys, tonys and noble peace prizes/.

I told the truth. I've been telling the truth.
why they turn their back on me sorcery and whitchcraft
real time dogg

shit 

they dont want us together 
and you guys fell for the spell and you betrayed me truth and faith in unconditional love the thing I've been seeking for and got played with ; the thing that I now Know Only Comes From Within.
MAy I never have a son or daughter maybe clone son.... either way... I'll be there for them and prepare them for life no prepared me... for now... it's me fathering me...

me nurturing me.
me being there for me.
aight no one going to be there for you! 
you have to be there for yourself and network; build a team! and grind people will fall off and people will come on ....over time the real will recognizes real and the fake fades away....

this is the law of the land 
mother natures law
natural law

that's my follow
I miss my siblings, cousins & family.

Hakuna Matata

I am what I am. and at my worst they did what they choose to do. I don't judge that's their programing.
fuck it.
I can't change people. THey are not my children or kids and who am I to be there.... bahumbug.... i should have left so long ago... no look backs but my programing was look after. take care. be here/ stay. fuck .... brain washing fuck .//// rip/ everyone that turn their back on me, that lied to me or about me , rip to everyone that has not taken the time to come straight to me to talk about whatever issues they have with me and just bottled it up and has yet to contact me and set the record straight. i wrote my letter I said my peace every now and then it comes up... like bro.... really ... okay... cool.. let it be....

yet.. fuck I feel for them... I broke the mold ; I am unhacked I am free. Uniquely singly truly free!

I should have left earlier but there is a reason for everything. the ride is predetermined if you know that it's all predestined and original at the same time.... not exactly yet within the same parameters ; of experiencing , processing and being aware.

separation of the ego. 
rip to liers , cheats and deceivers.
yeah. I had a youth let it be. you also had and have had or having a youth; let it be!

I genuinely did not know better .... excuse me; I'll let you get back to what your doing. 

Checj this outtyyg

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What is a blogg for?

 mine.
are art.
pieces of fragments meant for you to piece together.

My brain is faster then my mind.
or is it that my mind is faster then my brain.

idk. idc.

I have to keep doing me.
taking my chances and cutting the ambilocal cord.

I stand on my own two feet.
I work and network for my hunt.

I'm scatter brain no more.

Blogging is a way to write poetry.
yet not poetry perr'say.
it's me venting and being creative in the way I vent.

Life as been my making. right now I need to be alone and work on myself. I need to develop the necessary skills to get the meetings I need an obtain the investments I need.

There is a vast interlink. 
life as we know it will never be the same again.

I'll see you on my own terms unless you surprise me...

oh boy I love surprises... 

-E.

I'm podcasting you know!

 Check it; https://anchor.fm/edgardospodcast/episodes/Ep-5-Se-2-A-Completely-Different-Episode-eq6en3

i"M messaging you from my car.
doing the best with what I got. seeking way to make a living this way and during these times. i will find a way. 
thats all i can say for now.//
or inspired to talk about now.
stay well
message me with any inquiries. 

Edgardo's Podcast First Live Stream On Youtube

I love trying new things.  forgive me or not. I see the way I was treated I will not forgive and I will not forget. pray to god. he got's you. as I got me. I am. and you are free.
love love love! He has my back. I am in his good graces. you are also in her good graces. all is well.

BAd break ups.

I will speak up more. I will Live more.

it hurts pain.
Chances. argh. fuck.

I played into their hand./
I relate to trump.
Namaste.

I have to be more authentic and deeper in this conversation.

 Today. Dealt with negativity!
I converted it into positive Energy!

I Assert myself From Now on!
This is my life from now on. taking chance.

I'm walking to the bank right now.

I love people and I love being alive.
As an amateur' / green horn podcaster. I'm finding my groove. you know life is what you make it, right?

I have achieve this almost seemingly impossible goal.
Thanks to the good people of my country and of my home planet earth.

Via. I am here and I am Honest. I took Chances and I hurt peoples heart. and now I Took Chances and helping people.

Families Expectations are not mine.
Just forgive me for my pass.
I got this.
I believe IN myself and that is enough for me.
I am Enough.

Wonder why people come to there conclusions?

We are really a variety of humans and not everyone can be or wants to be employer.
let's focus on what we want and desire to be.
be passionate become the best in what you enjoy do it.
You will still be  criticized and what not. screw it. we need you to be you.

No one can beat you at being you.

I have the desire to be authentically affluential. Create podcast. music. movies and short films.

To sit down and write my philosophy over the fire or maybe in the patio.

I'm your entertainer.

Hi guys, I'm Edgardo.

What's on my mind... what can I say via typing  ...

This shuttering moment. This shake and freedom.
I am.
I see.
Breath with me and there! feel it!
I'm feeling that those around me are dead... as much as I am. Alive and Free

My goals are mind and this life is about fighting for them. Yet, I have fallen. yes I am brave to take these chances. To vent. Who cares?

We will see. 
To wow you guys by grinding this out.

The mentality I am programing myself with is that of happiness from within!

me here in the planet fitness. 
My cousin kicked me out.
She said I did this to her on purpose.

I did not.
life is to short for me to have been caught up in someone else's energy.

Working at mi cocina feeling the feeling of people touching me. I don't like it.
Feeling like the curse is lifted as long as the end is first in my mind. Seeing the end goal.
My end goal!

the Filmmaker. The price I am paying. I'm paying it. I am affluent, inspiring & uplifting.

People love living life and if they don't I just feel they have not seen the truth.
You are god.

Stay in the zone or create your own zone.

Listen to the gut.
I feel I'm being watched. Feeling myself more and more every day.

I care about myself. work. create. live free or die. This is my life. fuck it! 

I am the key to every door. I can do this. I did this. now I'm just following through on letting go of the past.

Fuck them!
The courage is mind to go outside my comfort zone.

namaste.

sorry not sorry for being me. 

this is easy and it's distinguished. 

I love you. be happy. I'll get out of your hair soon enough.

 

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 It's been quite some time my dearest.
Much as happen. I mean you know better then me. 
You know it all.
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