Sunday, August 30, 2015

what pink floyd album are you jamming right now?

My Theory is simple:
depending what pink floyd album your on is a discription of the methorophic representation of what you are going through in life: and example would be;he wusg tklłi ps; ill be back to talk about this exemt je brv

Monday, August 24, 2015

Doctor Velez and Focusing One Mission At A Time:



First is getting an employment and the attendence of school online at night then i'm thinking okay: focus: laser focus:
horny:
thirsty;
but super focus
mastering one thing at a time: life is worth it, rhyme for rhyme: my goal and mission are already set: this must first be accomplished : yet: i feel of regret: fear not: secret of multitude: no knot: i give you a frequent raise in patterns so that happenings of rhythem fast:are seen in my self succing own pace life. So for right now I am realizing the body, soul and mind they are qualified to make one thing and then once you strength that one thing another mission at hand begins: i feel heaven on earth right now! i am thankful! i am grateful! Body:MovieStar/FilmDirector Mind:Dr.EVF Soul:Storyteller/Shaman this can happen; this has happen; i am trilingual! and mastering my Italian!( excuse the typos :) Body'
Work
Body
storytelling
Work
Body
Stand up
Work
Body
Production 
Work
Body
Podcast
Work 
Body
Entertainment 
Work
body
modeling
work
body
family
mission one of chapter 3 to Edgardo V. F. life
Movie Star⚡️Thespian!
Model'Director'Producer
Body!

Sunday, August 9, 2015

I haven't the Slightest Idea.


why Elsie, Lacey & Telley live in the bottom of the well'

Sept.19.2014

Buttons to push:
They Activate thoughts.
Words.
Symbols.
Strokes, pushers or thoughts.          Indwell.
Earth is the most Recognizable.
So Wine-the words; askew
Symbols The Fire of Ashes
& Water- Esp.

Wednesday, July 22, 2015

Emotional Creature

yeah' what can i say i need to write and create get away and move on so many peoples sadneaa and thoughta i feel then and i feel like crying like bawling up alittlw circle something feela empty and connection with the my spirit' why do they watch over me' why am i crazy' why cant i be normal and not feel anymore' i disgust myself' i know what i have done and i desire to be forgiven : for what though it gets dark and every night reminds me pf thos emptyneas: i'm not here to impress you but i am' i am vanity and i dont want to admit it' i dont care to i want to go away and never come back: i have to master  these human emotions: i want to be myself but i dont know how: i feel silly once the anxienty goes away or that feeling of whatever : i call it anxienty becauae thats how you might relate to me: do you  relate to me? the collective thought is going to give me money: thia delusion' thia pains me' thia reAlity; where i'm not strong enough: i want to sell everything' i want to let go of everything: i want to break free' i dont know me: i know the collective mind that decides my actiona but i dont care enough: i really am just like you another drone: a robot with a soul looking to go home: why did i come to this plane? what posible interest could have brought me here: family; friends, fame, fourtune' what is that? what is this capturing event that wont let us develop: i'm not greedy enough: i dont have enough gannas' i dont care for it' i cry more then i admit to: i carry no weight and every single ounce known to mankind: i'm afraid of your judgment; i'm afraid of not becoming who i thought i could be' thinking can kill people and so can doing' maybe its a welcome vacation' to thw other realities i cared not for' ita dangerous out here' & i dont want to be part of this game yet i am the main protagonist : i am gods hero' i am omnipotent' i am free' i am wireless ' i am thought form' i am a child' pretending to be a grown up' i hope you never  aee through me and always see me in the best light' i hope you only see Dorian and never my portrait' for if you know my real me: you will see i am far too old to give a damn  and to give a damn is to be old' 
go edgardo!

Wednesday, June 24, 2015

Elgar Xavier Sathma

28 years old! 
5'11-6'1
200/213 pounds
Brown eyes
Black Hair
Athletic Build
Tattooed Upper Body and one Sleeve
Of Human Decent Earth 1.0
MilkyWayGalaxy -Universe Alpha
Blue Frequency Equilibrium 
3rd Dimention Reality Existence!
Creator Mind'
From Father Architect & Mother Earth'




Saturday, June 20, 2015

asking the right kinda questions

hibernation: speaking easy
i know your reading this who ever you are: my part is to put it out there and get it off my chest' 
who am i?
i renaissance man.
i enjoy and if if that is not available what do i do: i do what i care to do' i do what i desire to do'
i am happy with who: i" am!
my choices have created my experinces and in exchange the resultans and re-actions have leade me to my faith & pjilosophy in the power of my minds unity awareness and gift with the world and this reality existence' yeah i love to do what i do: thats whay i do it i care to experince what i choose to experince: i know i live with my siblings under my parents roof: i know my situation of reality i have come to accepty surroundings ; i mean i am only aiming to impresss myself in what i can accomplish on thoa earth plane; what i care about comes naturally: & yes ' facing my growing pains: i'm 27 years of age according to the gregorian calender: yet i feel about 1000 plus! 
sometimeS; i beat myself up for actions or behavior that i know is counter oh my past deaires: then there is this conflict of interest sometimeS: i feel i'm writing thia for you and i dont know who you are' 
i feel i love you: i feel i miss you' i am being me and allowing myself to dictate my reality: i'm thinking about sharing my body sexually & intamite with a female'  i need to allow myself the women of my dreams: the success i desire and the life i envision to happen now! its healthy' im healthy & wealthy! i have an abundance of material and spiritual energy & i'm blessed & grateful for being affluential' the loyalty of my companion and myself towards myself is sweet energy that just fuels me to live longer and keep experincing! i want to pause right here and talk more with you later ciao