Tuesday, June 5, 2018
when i dont get my way,im infuriated
but i must remember nothing is mine
nothing is mine but her. she is mine.
im selffish,
she is all my attachment
i have no attachment
i must remember that and stand next to that
stand next to her
my death.
i pass on the joint this is the only way in my head i can feel strong
and move on and weather that bitch did or not its regardless of me ill still get my peace in again
and that is all that matters
that lady will behave
that little girl will sit down and behave
she has a daddy
and daddy
gets cringed in the pit of the stomach when the baby wins and he gets or feels ge gets played by the baby
fucl this emoetions
fuck your straight to my face.
lies&misdirection? who do they benefit?
love
shall it be known
its war
in the battle field all is divine and worth a wrist or two.
slacking hommie someone will snatch her up maybe
sometimes shes loyaly and slim on the tracks
may shes shady
boi let it go
say your salutations and see yours to
show up when you want and do it when it pleases
to have
to remove
to aside
perside
pestiside
rent a side
where is my side
sleepy side
wyvy
side
dont need why just at ah just at isent that funny
well damn straight skippy.
she will get hurt by my words/
she will be in pain for my daubts be real.
i fell i cn and will never kneel again.
this is pain.underbreath and unapologetric exept with food or a blow job
im serious i need to work it out and i need to fuck her. shes being shiflada and selfish
so in the end
shes playing this card
shes walking proud
or is she
whaat is her story
im excited to here
a slut little story or a inocent fuck story
her choices came because of habittat its winning me.
she dosent yet. surrounding presure her to be.
she has no resposibility.
or self awareness or intution.
or nah.
maybe shes going through stuff,"
Fuxk it
shes not here
i get it exra shift extra money
i alocate the comotion.
im heart shattered.
lied to
well money is not the root of evil it can buy you happiness.
so just move along no one cares, vent create it it ou then movie along. like
fuck.""
yuck g ov it off
bark BRAK!BAARKKKDRES! D
just be who she sees me.`
but
favors passing out by the starriirs feel like im loving the wrong girole e sir eniiiii
sleeepy
Monday, April 30, 2018
The Path.
its an ocean.
it has been said that more happens in a few years then anything that has happen in years or decades.
come to me words. needed to be said. and say.
weight.
this world we live in what truth can you hold on to. a
dismemberment of feelings, love and emotions.
something is inspired to think and lie within its mind of the truth that once they held to be almost a spark for a fire that never came.
who you thought you could be.
i am the one typing and you the one reading. seeing the curvature. feeling the matrix.
a paradigm. invaded by aliens and awakening thyself.
seeing and feeling going with a higher or flyer self. by yourself yet never alone.
love is decay of the sadness.
hate is the fuel of the fear.
count me in.
i am standing up for myself and the independence of the mind.
we coexist.
those others die out.
peace walks and lives with us.
others wish other things.
i attract positive experiences, live in balance for life is in persistence.
Amen, Czar. Rex i am. Ex-Zen Friends. sofa. Gia'
Peace Among Worlds. Unity Within Dimensions. Loyalty for Love. All are One.
-E.
Sunday, October 1, 2017
its going to feel so good to let go
loving this life is wonderful and i'm grateful, thankful and joyful for this consciousness. if anyone that reads this gets uplifted from reading this:wonderful.
hello and kick in the balls.
or is it a sign of attention.
bye.
life was grand. and when they find these please know i did everything with truth to survive and living forth.
now, i'm conscious that people care to see.
oh so aware that its like whoa!
love with an ox Libra is unique.
point it out. love has its real and ups and downs and downs and ups and opinions and levels..
i'm using life or is life using me?
oh what rants come our way now?
what characters de-evolve or sign-off'
i'm telling my mind thoughts that remind me of why i dare to keep living. and just is not enough love is pushing me though.
i love you.
Wednesday, May 31, 2017
It's love
Monday, September 19, 2016
Update on what and who I am up until now
Disregard the past!
Me right now.
Brown with victorious wreathes....
None sequential
Sedentary. Or. Sendementary....?
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You make me want to fuck you.
And with passion.
I'm contagious. Leave me alone.
Stay far away. You ' ll need medicine....oh god. Just need a friend. That enjoy love making. Sex. Penetration. And insertion.
Regerjitation.
Follow me, and not everyone else.
When my group becomes a crown join us or coexist.....
My father.out father. A fairy tale of no other. My brother. There mother, no here mother. Oh see mother. In the sea mother.
Without them mother.
Expelled mother. Repelled mother.
Pink Floyd mother'
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
Really, I have to let go.
I see he is here now...not like before in pain, lies or truths....do I trust.... Do I take steps where my silence grows?
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Okay.
I will get life insurance.
I will get health insurance.
I will get my own place(houseorstud.apt)
I wi get my own car.
I will use y money wisely.
I Give Esteban His place.
I Give Anairamy Her place.
I Give Brenda Her Place.
I Give Martha Her place.
I Give Mariano His Place.
I Give Edgardo his own time, and trust in others therefore himself.
Go on.
take care of yourself.
Tahitian Noni, Morinda Citrafolia.
Isagenix, product B.
,Vegan Shake.
World ventures.
Organs gold.
Coffee berry.
Livewave.
Pro image.
And there is so many more.
You'll come to me and I'll come back and add you frequently....
Hey find new ways of creating income....allow them to chase you as you chase your dreams. There is medication there is meditation. MAt u r batik .
Or masturbation'
Does she read this
Hopeless romantic. Or romantically hopeless.
Or hopefully a romantic.
I am hopeful.
I am romantic.
I came go help.but they helped me.
I came to be helped and o helped them.
It is what it is. Now next step has to be unique surprisingly original and it has to have a pet cameo.....
Why. Find your own why.
Do you accept.
Do you hope.
Do you believe.
Do you trust.
Do you live.
Okay then. Let's talk.
Because I want to fall I. Love.
Love you know.
A special day.
A species that evolves as it goes.
A feeling In the chest a vibration In the mind....
Skip for Organized minds... Be ware of the distance... Oh Edgardo tell the world how your life has not been easy and how you are responsible for all that is around you and all that you are loving tell the world that they too can live a happy and great life. Let it out in any way shape or form. I have so much questions. Answers Come and go. They sometimes satisfy, answers . Sometimes I become to conscious....I enjoy auto pilot. I really love Letting go.....I Dream of flying and living a life of a superhero. Selfless , eternal. King of kings thoughts do enter my mind and I am okay....who has my back when it Comes to standing for your rights...
Stand strong for what I believe in . It's set this way. So play it accept it.cope with it. Live it go for it. Dude. Push yourself to your what you thought was a limit.....
And then go. Beyond.
Grandparents . Aunts. Uncles. Relatives. Cousins.everyone world wide that is human.
Follow your positive impulses.......evolve,love and create.