One day at a time I reach new heights and keep on climbing.

My Body is a Temple.

I only Intake Healthy Water, Vegetables, Fruits, Nuts, Seeds & Organic/ Natural Chicken, Fish & sometimes Beef.

If it was process it fails.

If it has flour, yeast or wheat it might sneak in once a blue moon & that was the past. My daily disciplined now is to allow myself to make the healthier choice & go for a walk, eat some almonds or chew on some raises.

You know the phrase, mind over matter.

Well when my mind realized that my body is only made of vibrations & matter; it realized together we can accomplish more with my Pineal Gland being clean & healthy.

My family tells me for the most part I have become a vegetarian & i should eat more.

Then i ponder about their upbringing & see what they have attracted to their life. I am humbled by their style of life. Yet, I deserve to be an example of abundance, of accomplishment, of reaching new mental & spiritual heights.

So, I will go boldly where previous elders have not gone before.

I desire to be therefore I am a great shaman, a respected mystic an example of  positivity. 

I am a man with a life that is full of happiness and giving I experience healthy, positive & joyful abundant living on earth.

So that others that wish to take a same venture, realize with good intentions, a compassionate heart and daily positive rituals.....

(like making healthy food choices or taking time to meditate, even reading 30 minutes of a positive perspective enriching material  maybe you can also offer a friendly ear to a loved one and just listen.)

..... you to can achieve anything you set your mind to.

Dream on.

Live on.

Love on.

& 

May the joy be with you.

Silly Fool Love is For Wise Man.

That is me.(edgardo velez) My current age is 24 years there I was 22. (By Gregorian standards off course)

I had a heart feeling to start of with this picture.

Maybe to show me being naive, though in retrospect i don't feel naive now or the moment i took that picture.

Maybe the tittle of that picture can be called self portrait picture captured by Gus Christopher Fernandez.

Well now that's forever. Eerie and sentimental true this picture could easily out live me by that i mean, one's my mortal body, my flesh is long gone: this picture can & will most likely continue in this plane of existence.

Can i take it with me to the other place my soul will venture to. Maybe. 

How certain am'I of that... 50/50

I like those odds.

Odds are in my favor when it comes to self expression, friendships, wealth & love.

Yet there is a purity missing from this picture as there is from friendships, wealth & love.

They don't have me.

&

I will never have them.

It is now.

We enjoy it now.

We live it now.

We laugh in now.

We love in now.

We sex in now.

We savor in now

You get the idea.

An Indulgent Trail mix of feelings.

That's a good definition for the experience that stay stored in your memory box.

I to have fallen pray to ownership, of being needing, of being sad, of being dead without you by my side. Then i got hit on the head.

Then i skewed my perspective by in-taking Shrooms.

I open my mind by meditating on Salvia. 

&

I took on the world with my companion Cannabis.

Things now began to peal....I notice my sense of being the man you run to and the person trying to please everybody as a mind trap. 

I took in the vibrations, i faced some of my inner demons and pains.

I cried.

I yelled.

I caused pain.

I was pain.

I felt evil.

I was evil

My companion stuck with me...

Meditation continued.

My perspective did what any perspective should do when faced with the reality that a human is born free and has the birth right to free his mind from mental slavery.

I went to jail.

A fool never has the gift of love, only the drenched vanity of it.

A wise man rushes in and takes it by the hand because he is ready for it.

Maybe one day i can be a wise man and love again. Take a woman then fill her needs, desires and wants.

One day i will realize that there can be love without having.

Just being in each others common existence.

Sharing the same air.

Living in the same time.

Transcendental love making.

I've been blessed with great friends & family members.

they stand for themselves and when we share time,space & air its only for the benefit of both beings.

A female seems like a vortex of need. That's why when you find that one that can exist in both rays of light.

The ray of being a great friend.

&

The Ray of being a great family.

Hold on to it.

I've let mine slip away.

Now; I can only say I'm joyful for the partners I've had to perform the humanly flesh act called sex.

I'm joyful for the ones I've made love to.

I see this path as a bridge made of wood and string.

One can burn this bridge...

and one day i will learn how to fortify it.

I keep my heart open.

Then.

Spark!

I have standards. 

I don't fuck on the first night.

Love, what I Do is ....

I Listen....

THE FOLLOWING

THIS PAGE BLANK BY INTENTION!

honesty is hard but its worth finding

im sitting conversing with myself.
maybe i went wrong.
i did... wait thats where it begines with my thought...ok...
i re-Frame. my Thought
With a nail in my Head " I did wrong according to outer people according to myself, i did what i had to do, i love myself, as equally as i love everything else combine...."
That is not to say i don't love my family. i Do love you.
I love Edgardo Velez.
George Weinberg
"As I said, men value their independence in a weird way, above practically everything. "


  Independence is important to me.


"You cannot build character and courage by taking away a man's initiative and independence. "
Abraham Lincoln

One must be. Loving. in Return With That Same amount of Humbleness...

Swallow your pride occasionally, it's non-fattening!  ~Author Unknown

 Silence is the true friend that never betrays.  ~Confucius

a new day the same moment

This begins with the acceptance that we are bombareded with tons (x) Millions and Tons times....wow....Look.
The Following is my own opinion.
I know english & spanish.
Well, I'm desedent of aztec & mayan.
In the past 4 days. ive had flour and sugar. I've cosume 3 soda pops.
Im ok. I just splurged. And i noticed when i meditated, it wasent the same & my dreams where not the same.

I noticed chemtrails in the air for the past 2 days.
Maybe this has effected me. I have a runny nose.

Today i had an orange and a banana for breakfest.
lunch was an avocado, pinto beans, onions, one lemon and organic beef jerkey
for snacking i had carrots and oranges.
And potates cooked in cannola oil.
now im sitting typing.
I need to communicate to myself to bleed out my thoughts online.
maybe they can benifit someone out there.maybe they can help you think....
i type the way i feel i should type...
I let my thoughts wonder and reality sink in....

classified subjects of the world have come to my knowledge. how much credibitly do i have with you for you to trust my thoughts.
i care not, i care only for those that see beyond the old rules or new rules. the morals of respect, awareness & joy are what vindicate me.
The Company of the United States of America is own by the United kingdom?
is that possible to belive.
the Federal Reserve is own by a secret group of men.
can this be true.
What do you do ?

The way i see it.
as you get older your realize you cant always depend on your parents, after a moment in time you have to become self independent.
Become self independent is they key, becoming self independent with a respect to your fellow earth-mates is the key to harmony.
There inlines the truth. I will only speak about how to be positive becomes thats what i care for, if i make mentions of others that is all it is:mentions. Like when i meditate and a thought of me fucking the old lady in the store, i pay it no mind; because its just a thought that came to be. My theory: it was her thought that i picked up as a reseoptor during my meditation trance. We are interconnected and as we get older we become more intune with human emotions , feelings and thoughts. Picture a number in your head between 56 and 87 .....picture it.... envision it.... feel it.....its....its.....
its......
.......
.......
.......
.......
...............
69.

Either i was intune with you and thats all i believe it it wasent the number you pictured in your head well, that was me changing the number in your head to see how you would respond to my incorrect answear?

Take a chance with life, when you let the joy in and spread the love!
Compasion embodies you and Heaven on earth begins!

Building a Discipline

When i speak i speak to the wall.
its the only think that i know wont, fuck im not kidding.
Im just excersise my rights as a human to speak my mind.
Blogger. is something like a digital journal.
Speak at it ill manifest!
I NOW Am GREATEFUL THAT I DRIVE A BMW135i
I rebond on corn tortillas today i had 3...
i feel indifrent because...I yet and sacrificing. and still in a transition. its like all these little hexagons are around me and sometimes i give in other time i realize i dont give in and i am wiser, stronger and better. something of a deceotion of a lingering effect of the abnormanilies of human life... heaven on earth.
I am blessed to have a body, a mind and a soul.
mY awareness. is growing, X-men.
I need to channel this in.
I am thankful for your opurtunity and will begin when i feel ready. taking my time and learning rhymes...
i owe a friend and apology another a g...one 800 and some, a hug. i had the desire to be with you when we spoke. and now all i want to do is toke...
I promise to myself. be more caring...work out more and be more daring..
Sentence. words. love. & passion. i want to rape myself in old fashion.
fly's surround my mexican plate.
rio brave lives in no tragic state.
its not me, its them. silence is a friend.
Permiating. pearcing. jumble jamble... scripts a thougt.i  feel them and there knots.
they kill themselves with thoughts.
you kill yourself nimrod.
i want to venture far and wide. i do it every day i die.
i wish is something of an illusion. and you are filled with radiant delusions.
sugar. coccaine. candy. sprite. are all the things that make you feel alright.
sometimes we do fall back in and its up to ourselves to let it begin...
sex. love and motorbikes. i give two hoots of how you feel tonight,
you want my dick inside your pussy.
delete. delete. delete. such powerful is our heat.
the end.

On the road for true creative freedom

My mind is on a word.
The word is independent, something that is real and self sustaining.
My path is mind.
Actions. Believes. Reality. Perspectives.
I am and I represent true creative freedom with the gift of abundance with joy, positive health, wealth & excenfrence!